Guys, I am having a serious case of Monday blues - and I'm being totally super dramatic about it.
This evening, as I was resting after a long day (of doing nothing but watching Da Vinci Code and Angels & Demons.. *roll eyes at self*), I literally have butterflies in my stomach thinking about what a long day I'm going to have tomorrow - I need to be in office by 7.30AM...
I slept it off for a bit before dinner and I woke up after dinner feeling even more crappier!!
I notice lately I get anxious very easily.. And only a couple of days ago I realise what gives me anxiety..
Me: OMG, talking to you about me not being able to read my e-mails for the entire day just made my heart beats faster and now I'm anxious! I never knew I care so much about not being able to read my e-mails!!
Pisang: I think not having control gives you anxiety..
Me: Lol - I'm surprised my room is not giving me an anxiety attack everyday..
Pisang: Your mess in your room is your mess, you do have control over it - when you decide to have a spotless room, you can have a spotless room. So that's why you're not bothered by it.
IT. IS. SO. TRUE!!!!
Tomorrow seems so undecided for me - sure I know what i'll be doing from 7.30AM - 5.30PM, but it's not my usual day-to-day kind of work.. And I'm in charged of controlling the presentation, what if I screw up the order!? Omg - did I even bring back the laser pointer?! SHIT.
I am a control freak guys :"(
I need a break from work. Work elevates my controlling level.
2 more weeks to my short getaway - excited is me!
May the next two weeks be smooth sailing.
